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pamela

The Elephant in the Room

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When I received my diagnosis, I dedicated myself to education and advocacy – the tools of survival. Surrender was my greatest asset. Not defeat, but willingness. It was time to seek out solutions to problems that I didn’t know I had.

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A Loss of Innocence, A Loss of Life

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This morning, as I scrolled through my Facebook feed wondering which of the numerous pictures in memory of 9/11 I should adopt for my profile, I felt conflicted. My profile and cover pictures were about Suicide Prevention Week. It felt wrong, disrespectful of this national tragedy to NOT change to a 9/11 theme. But it also felt wrong to push aside something that was so woven into my everyday life, personally and professionally.

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Untamed Heart

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My collections of music and movies and games do not inform my emotions. Rather, they are my emotions. By this definition, I can find joy and sorrow, adventure and strife. I can love. This may be the result of a lifetime of maverick psychosis, as I am only aware of this function in recent years.

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Taming the Lion

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I pride myself on having married a man who loves me dearly, and the brilliant light I’m gifted with daily from our beautiful son. I’m a productive, active member of our community, living a life I never dreamed possible.

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Back to School

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Mental illness is, in my belief, chronic. That means we’re not out of the woods forever. The disease is in remission, and hopefully will stay that way for a long, long time. Our psychiatrist has a goal of getting his patients to a point where they can, even briefly, feel well, so that they have something to fight for, an ‘eye on the prize’, hope.

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Starting Over

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People whom you normally wouldn’t think to speak to can actually be going through very similar circumstances. Saying hello to someone can change his or her day dramatically…it does mine.

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Reality Check

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I take my advocacy seriously. When I was invited to blog for Bring Change 2 Mind, I decided to share my story in such a way that others living with mental health issues might glean a kernel of hope. Maybe I could inspire them to find acceptance in a world filled with prejudice and shame. I would need to be courageous when I was afraid, and outspoken when I was shy.

I hoped that I could provide a fresh perspective on the subject of mental illness by being open and honest about my ups and downs. I wanted to offer the lawmakers, families, caregivers, and friends reading this blog an opportunity to see a bigger picture, one where the individual is not their diagnosis. I would need to offer data in lieu of opinion, and experience instead of conjecture.

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